Photo Credits: Gordon Kang, @gdwkang I am at work right now but I have to write this post. I am feeling incredible. I have not felt like this in what feels like an infinite length of time. I feel like I’m having an anxiety attack, but it’s not because I am in fear […]
Author: eunniix
I’m at the playground near my house right now, letting time go by as I just swing away at a steady rhythm. Today is the first day I am alone since coming to Melbourne and I’m trying my best to learn and teach myself that being alone is not the same as being ‘lonely’. But […]
6. Anxiety? Anxiety is a completely different topic to what I have been talking about for the previous posts, but depression and anxiety do go together hand-in-hand. Many people will be familiar with the term ‘being anxious’, ‘feeling anxious’ and everyone has had feelings of anxiety at some point in their lives. But many […]
5. Why is it important for us to be having this discussion? Many people have the idea that mental illnesses are shameful to have. They associate these illnesses with failure in life and as a personal weakness. All these negative connotations that society puts onto mental illnesses are so unhealthy, but they are not […]
“It wouldn’t be surprising if an actress like her commits suicide”, my cousin so simply let those words slip out from his mouth as we watched a drama award ceremony on tv tonight. I was dumbfounded when I heard that, and I said to not DARE say such heavy words so carelessly about another person. […]
Day 19, 20, 21 & 22 of #Seoul 🇰🇷: Day 19 was spent bedridden, mysteriously unwell from the night I got back from Jeju. This day and Day 20 were two extremely difficult days for me mentally and psychologically because of a series of another big health battle between my whole extended family against me, […]
Tonight I exploded at my extended family. Long story short, I came to Korea to receive a second opinion by a private health care doctor to see if my diagnosis of centrally mediated pain syndrome could differ. Mum, as a desolate mother, was distraught to hear that what I have may not be treatable; […]
4. Where do (should) I go to seek help? I’m going to change this question to “Where should YOU go to seek help?”. People with depression tend to withdraw themselves from people around them, partially because we feel like no one will understand anyway, or we don’t want to be a burden to our […]
3. When did it start? I only took action to seek the university counsellor one week before university started this year in March, after I was encouraged by an engineering member of staff. He said that he was glad to hear that I was taking actions to look after myself physically, but was […]
2. What am I experiencing? In my second year of engineering, I was unfortunate enough to develop a form of chronic pain syndrome. Chronic pain is described as any pain that lasts for more than three months, as it persists for a period that is considered longer than the normal healing time. It […]





